Well, this is my first post, this idea of blogging is like a whole new world for me. I am excited to write my thoughts about life and the world and more than willing to share them with anyone who is willing to listen.
It's ironic that today is the first day I am actually sitting down to post because the world is a new world than it was yesterday, the world has changed again. Yesterday, as I am sure you all know, there was a Mass Murder at Virginia Tech where 33 people were killed including the lone gunman. This tragedy is not a new concept to the US with similar tragedies happening at Columbine HS, and other schools across the country, but senseless violence like this is always shocking and horrifying.
The VT shootings, however, hold a place in my heart because I feel connected to one of the victims. Ryan Clark, the first victim in this tragedy, was a Resident Assistant, much like myself. Rumors have it that Ryan was an RA on the floor that the murder's girlfriend was staying. He was called early to deal with what he thought was a domestic situation and arguement between his soon to be murder and his resident. By responding to the situation Ryan was shot and died. This hits me hard because I myself am an RA. I've thought a lot today about all of this and I know if I was in that situation I too would be dead today. I am a bit scared about that, but know if the situation arouse I would not be in pain and would meet my savior. The whole situation does make me think a lot though. When you sign up to be an RA you do it to help people and make a difference in the lives of others, but you don't consider that it could cost you your life. It's a numbing feeling to think that. What I am saddened by is I know that all of the members of my staff family would respond like Ryan and I would be so saddened by the death of one of my brothers or sisters in Res-Life. From what I have seen and read Ryan was a well loved and couragous individual, my thoughts and prayers are with his soul, his RA staff, friends, and family. I pray that they may find comfort in this difficult time. I am also praying for all of the members involved in this tragedy and their families. This is a devastating lose to our country.
My thoughts are also with the lone gunman. What could make a person so lonely to go on a mass killing spree? From what I have heard about the shooter he was a quiet man, not known by many, not expected to act in this manner. It was completely unexpected. This makes me think about those people we pass on a daily basis who we overlook. People we sometimes forget to love. What if what he needed someone to show him love and he was bypassed? I don't have hatered towards him, only sadness. I pray that he and those who knew him may also be blessed and find comfort in their pain.
The US tonight is in mourning.
Lord, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change...
Courage to change the things I can...
and Wisdom to know the difference.
